Exploring the Depth of Personal Identity

Today’s blog focuses on the immense power of self exploration. To self explore is to open our awareness to the multi dimensional expression of light that flows through us. At the most fundamental level of creation, sacred geometric energy signatures form into the star tetrahedron. The star tetrahedron is also known as the merkaba, which translates to: a counter-rotating, living light field. Mer means rotating light, Ka meaning spirit or prana, and Ba meaning the human body. Thus, the merkaba is the field of rotating light which channels spirit into the body. This is the fundamental building block of creation, as prana, or spirit, is creation itself. Therefore, the star tetrahedron is the most fundamental form of channeling this energy into the multidimensional consciousness. The mass consciousness would recognize the shape of the merkaba as the Star of David, yet this symbol has deeper significance and origin than we are told. Ancient Tibetan and Egyptian tradition focus on the merkaba as the gateway or portal for human ascension. Both cultures take wisdom from the work of Thoth the Atlantean, whose work on this planet gave rise to our continued fascination of numerology, astrology, and agriculture. Thoth founded the Nacaal mystery school, where spiritual practices were focused on the activation of the merkaba in every individual. The work of David Wilcock and Drunvalo Melchizedek extensively document the purpose of human being as ascension itself, thus the activation of the merkaba. Therefore, the merkaba is the vehicle of self exploration, for it traverses all boundaries of space and time, allowing us to have an authentic experience of our soul’s destiny, emotion, and ultimate return to the light of its origin. Physically, we can describe the Soul’s journey through creation by measuring the expanding energy field of the merkaba.

Our personality, identity, interests, and passions are the unique rays and hues of this one white light. Physicists refer to the different effects of gravity on varying wavelengths of light as rainbow gravity. Each color is the emanation of white light flowing through a prism, and rainbow gravity is the creative pattern forming all energetic spectra. I seek to present this information as a foundation for growth to individuals of varying degrees of spiritual focus, interest, and integration. To the individuals who share no spiritual interest and do not believe in a higher power or order to creation, I ask this: Do we not all share the same emotional range of experience on a daily basis? Regardless of our belief systems, is it not vital for the continued prosperity of humanity to live in harmony and unison? If so, is it not of the utmost importance to find within ourselves a deeper unconditional love for creation, so as to act as a steward of the earth rather than a parasite? Our life on this planet is urging us to grasp the most difficult questions of self-exploration. Who are we? What is our purpose? Why are we here?

The answer to this question is analogous to the same rules of light that create our experience. While we are the emanations of one light, one love, and one source, light manifests multi-dimensionally. Just as different effects of gravity act on different wavelengths of light, so too are our emotions in varying vibrations the subject of different kinetic reactions from the universe. It is true on every level that our vibration creates our experience. In this third dimensional experience, we are destined to explore the roles of duality, polarity, separation, and fear, only to rise into a greater degree of love and harmony. Therefore, every soul journey is unique, and the conclusions we draw as to what is next for us will vary from person to person. The depth of this self-exploration is endless, and I have certainly felt afraid of the infinite space it represents, so much so that it can feel like an abyss rather an abundance of space. That being said, whether we are grappling with the most intense emotional trauma and neglect, or feeling the glory of infinite love and abundance, the fact remains that there is always a higher level for growth. There is a grand purpose and power to our experience of separation, extensively written about and documented in Joseph Campbell’s The Hero’s Journey. While teachings of rainbow gravity and the merkaba can be very masculine, the Divine feminine is of the utmost importance in our journey at this moment. This means that we are open to the emotions that come along with intense growth, whether they are painful or joyous. Through holding space for ourselves, through breath and rest, we can integrate the light of our sun into the crystalline core of Gaia. As we integrate these new energies from the cosmos, we can better understand our purpose on this planet, bringing healing to the parts of ourselves that feel unworthy, abandoned, angry, and confused. As we are all connected to the collective consciousness of the planet, we are indeed in the midst of clearing thousands of years of pain and trauma. The status quo of life is that we are broken individuals scrapping together material in order to survive, resorting to instant gratification through addiction as our only source of joy. In my experience, addiction is no joy at all, but a reflection of the degree of love we hold for ourselves. The menial nature of life appears for a specific purpose, as we often establish preference by first experiencing what we do not want.